orang nomad

monday citer weekendlaa, apalagi kan? setelah aku n ariana menjadi orang nomad selama 4 hari dek kerana alan outstation, akhirnya semalam balik ke home sweet home. rasa nikmat tak terhingga dapat balik rumah sendiri. oh, aku ngan ariana jadi pelarian sebab alan ke KK since rabu. semalam baru balik. kawan dia dapat jodoh orang sana. and since yang pergi semua tak bawak bini/single, aku seganlaa pulak nak tagging along. tengok muka moyok yana on the way back after hantar alan kat kl sentral memang confirm aku takleh survive kalau berdua jer. mau dia meraung mencarik babahnya eventhough alan dah sesiap buat video and sound recoder kengkonon cakap fon dengan dia. yelaa, buatnya dia mencari tetengah malam, itulaa backupnyer.

rabu malam aku mintak kazen aku, dina teman tido kat rumah, yana memang rapat ngan dina nih. yelaa, dina nilaa yang jaga yana lepas balik sekolah, duk layan yana makan, main. 2nd nite aku plak tido rumah makcik aku. bangun pagi, terus siap gi keje. takyah susah2 nak hantar yana. 3rd and 4th nite aku lepak rumah mak. on saturday aku berjaya menepis segala pelawaan keluar sebab ariana tido straight 4 jam!!! dari kul 3pm-7pm. adik aku dah siap dah skali tunggu2 yana tak bangun2. marah member. hehehe. pun dapat jimat duit aku. bukan apa, selagi belum dapat confirmation pasal benda yang aku nak citer tuh, selagi tuh aku takleh boros2. oh, itu belum masanya nak citer lagi. baru skarang aku nak citer alan outstation sebab aku takut orang aim aku. hehehe. paranoid sungguhlaaa. better be safe than sorry kan? yelaa, kengkadang aku tengok diorang nih post nak gi jenjalan ke hapa selamba jer, we dunno ada orang target nak merampok ke, hapa ke yang tengah tunggu peluang jer kan? please3, be extra careful about this thing.

on sunday aku dapat invitation pergi bday party anak buah opismate. dia buat kat tepi pool kat kondo dia. skali tengah lepak2 hujan selebat2 nya. sib baik ada khemah. tak stay lama sebab ariana pun dah ngantuk. on the way balik, ariana dah terpengsan tido. masa sampai rumah, aku gamble jer lock ariana dalam keta. bukak cermin sikit jer then hantar dulu barang2 naik rumah. pastu baru turun balik angkat dia pulak. knowing her yang sangatla light sleeper, kalau aku angkat dia dulu, confirm dia terjaga n mesti susah nak gi amik barang plak. kejap jer pun. jangan terlupa terus sudah. yang pelupa sila jangan tiru ye. bahaya! kan ada kes yang anak terperangkap dalam keta few hour dah gone. ni pun, please3 be extra careful when leaving your sleeping children in d car. pastu tak lama pastuh alan pun balik. memula yana wat jual mahal. merajuk kot lama tak jumpa. pastuh alan kena gomol2 dia, geletek2 dia barulaa dengar suara. anak manja babah :)

orang berblog, ko pun nak berblog.

ok, done with my blogwalking for my morning session. petang kang jenguk balik for new entry. usually, i will straight away do my work (sebab sah sah dah masuk lambat, apehal nak ngular lagi kan?) and after printing all the reports around 10.30am, then only i will go for breakfast and then spent 30 minutes or so to read/comment my favourite bloglist. but this morning, it occurs to me about the way these bloggers write and what i think about them. i cant help wondering what do people or shud i say strangers judge me from my writing? ok, i can categorize them as :

1. i do this today, i do that yesterday, all about their activities even membongkang tak buat apa pun they will citer. this kind of blogger kena ada X factor yang membuatkan orang akan terus membaca. for example, the way she wrote kelakar giler babas even though about simple dimple stuff or anak cucu dia cun ke or whatever jelaa.

2. bagi tips ini, tips itu. this kind pulak haruslaa ada background yang kukuh or silap2 dia sendiri kena kutuk "nasihat orang pandai, sendiri tak ok". aku paling takut kalau terjadi macam blogger gini. coz aku tak confident aku sendiri leh apply dengan apa yang aku nasihat kat orang. so, baik takyah.

3. anak saya ini, anak saya itu. ok, ini selalunya terjadi pada blogger yang baru ada anak seorang. citer pasal benda lain tapi at the end tepek gambar anak. aku tak kisah dengan blogger gini coz aku sendiri anak baru sorang. n aku suka baca pasal development babies nih. understood that. cuma mungkin reader yang lebih tua tak suka/meluat "macamla dia sorang ada anak". also understood and experienced that.

4. i beli nih kat sini, i beli tuh kat sana. i pergi sana, sini. ok, aku jeles dengan blogger gini. becoz aku belum mampu lagi nak berjalan merata. tapi aku bukanlah kutuk dia menunjuk ke hapa. sometimes info dia bagi berguna untuk travellers yang lain. cuma buat masa nih, aku elak dari baca blog sebegini supaya aku tak terjebak memujuk hubby bajet macam orang kaya. no offense ye. yang mampu, takde salahnya nak berjalan, pergila. mungkin rezeki aku akan tiba nanti.

5. preview citer ini, itu. usually aku akan skip entry macam nih coz aku lagi suka layan citer tuh terus. sila klik tonton.com

6. food blog. ada yang suka tunjuk tempat makan, ada yang suka share resepi. either way, aku suka sebab leh motivate aku untuk makan luar masak selalu.

7. blog sedih. yang ini aku baca supaya aku ingat yang ada orang yang lebih susah dari aku. i need this kind of reminder. bukanlah nak mengambil kesempatan di atas kesusahan orang tapi untuk lebih mengingatiNya coz kengkadang aku pun kurang bersyukur dengan apa yang aku ada.

8. blogshop. untuk memuaskan nafsu ke-9 (yeke ke-9?) tak dapat beli, browse jer pun oklaa. weyh, terapi minda nih. hehehe.

9. novelog. pernah sangkut ngan 1 novelog nih. rasanya mesti korang tau kan? pastu dah halfway, rezeki blogger tuh nak buat buku lak. terus tak dapat sambung baca sampai sekarang. kat kedai buku semua dah habis stok. ntah bila nak restok. frust pun ada. tapi serius, ketagih weyh....

apa lagi eh? oh, n blog carca merba macam aku punya kot. coz aku tak pernah set target untuk berblogging macamana, pada siapa, untuk apa. aku tulis jer apa yang aku rasa nak share. and ada gak entry yang terikut2 cara orang lain. macam wordless wednesday tuh. sorylaa kalau ada yang terasa aku meniru ke hapa. kengkadang aku masih mencari identiti aku sendiri.

aku start blogging back in 2004 sebab opis lama aku boring. keje opis NGO ngan orang2 veteran tapi full access to internet. dah habis modal berchatting, surf internet pun dah taktau nak surf apa. masa dulu belum ada friendster, myspace, facebook lagi. so aku merapu jelaa. itu blog lama. dah lupa password pun. so aku createla blog baru in 2009. bukak buku barulaa konon. bagi aku, aku masih baru dalam dunia blogging nih walaupun orang lain kalau 3 tahun tuh dah beribu followers diorang. tapi aku terharu gak walaupun tak ramai, tapi ada gak yang sudi nak baca lebih2 lagi ada gak yang sudi tinggalkan jejak. thanks uolls!!! xoxoxo

nak mintak tulun

hi alls. wah bajet macam retis ber hai2 gitu. aku ada benda nak cerita dengan uolls BUT tak boleh bagitau sekarang. nantila bila keadaan dah reda, baru boleh tapi in the meantime, tolongla doakan agar semuanya selamat. walaupun korang belum tau apa bendanya, aku dah karang dah doanyer. korang cuma bacakan jer :

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim,

Engkau peliharalah alin dan keluarganya. Kurniakanlah mereka dengan kesihatan yang baik, murahkanlah rezeki mereka dan permudahkanlah segala urusan mereka. Hanya Engkau Yang Maha Berkuasa ke atas sesuatu dan hanya kepadaMu kami meminta.

Rabbanaa Aatina Fiddun Yaa Hasanah Wa Fil Aahiroti Hasanah Waqinaa Azaabannar

Tima Kasih uolls. Tunggulaa dalam a few weeks, lepas raya haji ker, nanti ai citer k.

she's 21!!!

[updated]

today ariana is 21months old. 3 more months until she reach 2! how time flies. she is getting more and more cheeky. more vocab in her dictionary and certain words she can pronounce it better these days. suka sangat sikit2 cakap "adoi". nak bangun, adoi. nak bukak penutup yang ketat, adoi. kalau benda jatuh pun, adoi. kengakadang siap berdecit macamlaa susah sangat. hahaha. our sunshine. macam mak nenek pun ada. drink her milk regularly. eat biscuits like nasi. suka sangat kacau orang makan. kalau nak makan betul2 takpelaa gak. kengkadang aku sajer suap sikit sambal kat dia pastu mengelupur mintak air. haha. tapi dia tak serik pun. yang pedas tuh dia sibuk nak capai then suap kita. better at walking but not yet running. jumping, gaya ada tapi badan tak naik pun. hehehe. makin banyak akal. memorize faces. atok nenek yang jarang jumpa pun dia dah ok. sometimes, she take our hp and ask us to call her nenek or atok, or mama (her bs). pastu mulalaa membebel ntah bahasa apa. kadang2 dia suka gelak tanpa sebab. kalau takde dia, sunyi rumah. cayang yana.

Alhamdulillah, she's growing up well eventhough she doesnt eat much like other babies does. actually, im worried about that. i didnt go to the normal checkup anymore unless she's unwell so i dunno whether her weight is on the right track or not. she's just refused to eat good food and prefer unhealthy snack. i tried t o prepare homemade food for her but after 2-3 spoon, she will spit it out. urghhh...sometimes i spank her for doing so and regret it. making her eat is a battle for me which sometimes other people take it for granted. they dun mind if she's not eating. they satisfied with that junkies that she eat as long as she eat something and taking her milk. for me, its not enough. im jealous of hearing stories about babies who like to eat. siap ada yang korek makanan keluar dari mulut mak, kan D? i know what im doing is wrong. eating is supposed to be fun time for both mummy and baby. but after preparing the food and watch it being spit/thrown away sometimes makes me angry. i just couldnt help it.

minum jer

i've asked her bs how she makes ariana eat. she said she will distract her with toys or they would walk outside the house to see birds, trees, cats, chicken and then it'll be easier to feed her. haiz. dahlaa my house nih flat jer. everytime nak makan, kena turun playground ker? my husband already blaming me for giving her sweet food as substitute making it harder for her to eat healthy food. actually that sweet food he's talking about is the heinz wholegrain biscuits with fillings. it is for 1-3 years old and im just trying to give her variety of food coz she wont eat. haiz salah aku jugak. yang penat2 masak tuh sapa agaknya eh? she likes meehoon and other noodles. by "likes" it means she will take 5-6 spoon which is still not enough for her age. im jealous of my colleague who always talk about her 2 y0 doter who eat a bowl of porridge+a bowl of soup and a banana! whereas my baby only takes not even quarter of that amount. i've tried to change her milk several times but she likes her usual milk more. i shud be worried, right? or am i just over react?

p/s : before this i put her age as 19 months. i always thought my ariana is 2 months younger. i just dunno why. just now somebody ask me how old she is, i said 1 year 7 months. which supposed to be 1 and 9 months. maybe im in denial my baby is growing up so fast.

a short one

hola! anyone miss me? no, i dun think so. no, im not busy. my workload phase have passed by. now its back to housewife mode. tonton.com.my, click! hehe. after my lovely surprise tuh, on friday nite we went back to malacca and head straight to pantai hospital. we reached there at 10pm and was being shooed out at 10.45pm. oklaa kan. sempat gak jenguk ibu. she was still sleepy and drowsy from that anaesthetic. Alhamdulillah, her operation went smoothly and the wound is just about 2 inch. the next day dah discharge. alaaa...knowing ibu yang memang takleh stay still, by the 3rd day dia dah jalan2 gi hall, dapur, bilik. tapi bagusla. by walking and moving, it will make the blood flow and fasten the healing process.

on saturday while we went out to buy dinner, alan bought a birthday cake for me :) but we cut the cake the next day as ariana has fall asleep since in the car. kejut pun tak jalan. rasa tak complete pulak kalau dia takde. actually pasal kek nih i have discussed about it with alan few months ago. i said no matter how we celebrate our birthday, with other family members ke, with each other je ker, mesti ada kek. taknak dah wish kosong jer. dahlaa takde kad. macam tak best. lagipun kitorang tak pernah bagi hadiah on the exact day. selalunya dah berbulan, barulaa dapat sebab taktau nak pilih apa. so, its like a new traditionla skang nih. haha. gedik.

oh, while i was there, i sempat bump into my 1st in law yang tengah tunggu hari. she said its anytime soon and last nite we get an sms saying that she has safely delivering a baby boy thru a c-sec. i'll get more info later k. eh, dah 3 perenggan dah nih. shortlaa sangat alin...

a lovely surprise

my oh my. where do i start. i've been asking zana to treat me to ben's klcc because after reading a few blogs about their macademia cheesecake desserts, i just have to have it. zana had been cancelling our lunch date several times as she said she have meetings. yeah, rite. then suddenly yday alan called me and said he will pick me up at my office and have dinner together at klcc. ariana will be with my mom. berdebar2 ok. rasa macam nak gi date for the 1st time since like what, 4 years ago? so after asar prayer, i smsed alan to just meet me at klcc. what i didn't know is he left his hp at home and didnt get the message. so there he is, waiting for me and then forcing himself to borrow a strangers hp to ask my whereabouts.

long story short, while i was waiting, i went to the atm to withdraw some money when i heard a little girl's voice just like ariana. heck, she even look like ariana from behind, and wear the same outfit ariana had. i followed her and then i found zana n fatin and it turnout that little girl IS ariana. then with their face like kerang busuk, they said they were just hanging around with mak n fina. sorang cakap dah nak balik. sorang cakap baru sampai. mana satu nih. eh, i already smell something fishy going around. hehehe. then i bawak ariana around klcc and pass her back to them. zana then admit that they are planning a birthday surprise for me but it backfire. hahaha. then she asked me to join them. but i kan tengah tunggu alan. dahlaa mamat tuh takde hp.

so i waited and waited for another 10 minutes barulaa berjumpa. i berlakon jap konon nak gi makan tempat lainla, i risau arianala, i nak balikla but seeing his face makes me spill everuthing out-i knew about the surprise already. hehehe. alan said my mom and the girls shud meet him separately but my mom had a flat tyre pulak. so he had to fetch them, hantar ke klcc, pusing balik to fetch me, bla bla bla. if only alan didnt left his hp, he could give them a heads up that i was in klcc. so diorang boleh menyorok. hehehe. so we just head to ben's and have a wonderful dinner together with my family. bukan senang nak kumpul gini. the piccas below defines our lovely evening.

fltr : fina-alan-ariana-fatin-mak-me. zana was the photog. boy je takde :(

my sudden craving desserts - macademia cheesecake (the latter one)

i've been punked!

busy mode

i wish i could write anything right now but i was tide up with loads of work since the last post. nak citer lelebih pasal keje pun bukan korang kisah pun kan? nilaa jadinya bila dah 2 minggu ala2 duduk tepi pantai. skali datang ombak besar, haa lintang pukang dibuatnya. to make it worst, most clients wants their application to reach their HR nun jauh kat Setia Alam Eco Park by this thursday before 12pm! with us being despatchless since a week before raya until now, there's no way ALL the applications can be done in time. had to choose on 1st come 1st serve basislaa n just swallow the consiquences thereafter. nak marah saya? please send the complaint email to my boss ye. i'm not the one controlling every staff here. if there's someone yang taknak buat keje, its not my fault.

this weekend supposed to be my BIG THREE O day but i have to be in malacca as my mil have been scheduled to operate her hernia on friday. alan ask me to take halfday leave so we could catch ibu after the operation tapi macam susah jer with lots of workload coming in. takkan nak tinggal kasi orang lain buat? have to persuade him to go back on his own or go back after my working hour. serba salah dibuatnya. on the otherhand, i would like to be around my siblings to celebrate my birthday. but of cos saya sedar diri takkan nak berjimba while ibu kat hospital kan? sangat tak patut.

kroni

ok. aku tak pahamla ngan jenjiran aku kat rumah sewa nih. i mean i have a very good family as my left side neighbour. they watch out for our belongings and all. tapi nih aku nak merempan about the rest of the neoghbours. just because they BUY their house doesnt mean that they can treat us less. currently they are obsessed with outsiders who parked at our flat. ok, memangla salah. mentang2 blok kitorang nih nearby the lrt station kan. then they suggest for each house to buy sticker for their cars. and whoever wants to buy that sticker, must present their current water bill to confirm that they live here. thats a very, very good idea. whats not good is they said those who rent from the original owners (like us) can only apply 1 sticker while the original buyers can apply more. "sepuloh pun boleh" bak kata one of my neighbour. ada pulak pakcik siap cakap "kalau ada bini empat mana cukup 1 sticker" haha...very funny, NOT!

eh, sticker tuh beli ok. kalau sapa nak, dia belilaa kan. ko nak 10 ker, 1 ker, up to the individuallaa kan. eventhough aku ada 1 keta jer but we’re planning on buying 2 stickers. that’s for our fren, who always park here coz sometimes we need to use his car. he even give us a set of his car keys. or for ibu ayah whenever they came here. harituh masa pergi kedah, ayah park keta dia for 3 days pun pakcik-makcik-pencen-takde-keje-melainkan-usha-keta-orang dah berkira2 nak tampal notis. diorang tampal dengan GAM ok. giler dengki. kalau nak compare parking space blok aku dengan blok lain, takdela padat pun. every nite cuma 2-3 keta jer yang double parking. the rest elok jer dapat parking elok2.

ada jer sorang couple nih dulu duduk blok ni pastu dah pindah ke blok lain. tapi sebab dia hantar anak kat babysitter sini, dia parking keta dia tuh siang hari kat blok nih elok plak tak kena apa2. sebab dia baik ngan kroni2 tuh. diorang lebih kurang baya aku ngan alan jer tapi masa duduk sini laki bini sombong nak mampus. aku ngan alan brape kali cuba senyum diorang leh jeling jer. bawak anak kat klinik sama for check up pun leh buat2 tak nampak. eh, malas aku nak berbaik dah. aku pun boleh gak wat dunno jer. ko ingat ko sorang jer boleh?

last nite diorang meeting. pandai, time meeting ko panggil kroni2 ko je eh. pastui nanti decision unanymous laa…takpe, pasni kalau diorang still nak buat gak kroni2 macam tuh, taulaa aku nak buat camna.

utara day 2 : langkawi in a day

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perusahaan gamat asli :

galeri perdana :

suka sangat siling2 kat sini. cantik.

lepak dataran lang

menunggu di mall jeti. layan budak nih main control car.

habis. sekian entry hari ini dengan caption yang hampeh.

Northern University of Malaysia Convocation 2011

ok, this entry will be with lotsa pic and camwhoring so bare with me ok. last weekend kan ai with my in laws pergi utara to attend alan's youngest sister's convocation at UUM. we booked 2 room at T hotel in kuala perlis as all the hotel around UUM is fully booked. on saturday awal pagi dah bangun. ibu mertua kesayangan telah bangun lebih awal untuk goreng nasi buat menantu hantu pemalas dan family. lepas sarap, i took the 1st round of driving from our house until rnr simpang pulai. itupun mata dah pedih2 dah. and from simpang pulai - UUM - kuala perlis - padang besar alan drive sorang coz i dunno the route.

muka serius pemandu berhemah

before reach UUM, wajib singgah sini pekena lunch and cendol pulut kaw. we had lunch twice here. tapai pulut dia pun sedap.

nak...nak...*lap air liur*

continue our journey to UUM. buat kak nur, ini highway baru yer...dah tak ikut jalan kampung lalu blakang rumah orang dah. and this highway also boleh terus ke kuala perlis.

ahhh...home sweet home. eh. bukan. U sweet U...

perkarangan mall. kak, skang mall dah extend and ada building lain apa ntah.

orang jakun haruslah bergambar banyak2. ini pun sikit jer yang aku letak nih. ex-matrix UUM couple yang masih bertahan hingga ke hari ini. and insyaAllah selama2nya.

kan aku dah kata jakun. busstop pun nak amik. bebudak kat situ tenung jer apsal minah nih amik gambar diorang.

then lepas amik pass konvo kat ira, kitorang menghala ke padang besar pulak. penat toksah katalaa tapi dah alang2 sampai kan. lagipun ahad tuh plan nak ke langkawi pulak. (itu entry lain k) sampai sana kul 4.30pm. kul 6pm dah nak tutup. sambar sikit2 jer yang sempat. beras pulut tujuan utama pun yilek. tak sempat survey. gambar takde coz apa ke hal tengah kejar masa nak amik gambar kan? dari sana baru gerak check in hotel. rupanya hotel memang berdepan jeti and sebelah medan ikan bakar pulak. wallah!!

elly pun penat tau

on monday siap2kan ariana awal giler coz ibu ayah kena masuk dewan kul 8am. meronta2 dia kena mandi awal pagi. sib baik ada heater. aku pun setakat sarung baju, tudung jer. mekap kendian masa tunggu diorang dalam dewan tuh.

mummy nak mekap pun ko nak beriba ke yana?

amik gambar kat perkarangan mall. aku menyangkung, dia pun sama ikut. hai laa anak.

bangunan mall lama kita kak nur. ko rindu tak?

nih kolej kediaman aku punya cafe. (apa daa ayat pusing2 macam kelly ng)

yup. aku dengan alan kolej MAS. tapi kitorang jarang dating kat sini. actually kitorang jarang dating pun. gaduh manjang masa belajar dulu. tapi dah jodoh kuat, kawin jugak kita. kan yang?

blok aku. bilik aku hujung kat tepi toilet. tingkap bilik kitorang mengadap rumah abang felo. senang cuci mata. kacau jer tau.

dataran apa ntah namanya tapi ini port paling femes untuk bebudak konvo amik gambar. yang bentuk diamond tuh air pancut tapi dia tak bukak pulak masa nih. belah kanan tuh library.

antara femes port yang wajib amik gambar. masa nih kul 10.30am tau. panas. pastu banyak student lak tuh. segan2 malu nak bergambar banyak2.

lepak sini lepas kelas adalah best sebab berangin sangat. belah kiri library nih tadi dataran tuh. belah kanan ada jalan pergi ke dewan konvo. so, kitorang tunggu kat sini sambil main kejar2. eheheh.

ex graduate UUM convocation 2003/2004. aku pemalas, so extend another semester. but ok gak coz we get to attend each others convocation.

eh pasangan ariana pun merah gaklaa...

dan upin ipin buat peneman di kala bosan.

us in red. janganla menyampah tengok aku menggayakan family aku sedondon. ntah kenapa macam best lak buat camtuh. kang dah tua baru nak buat orang kata buang tebiat lak.

our family and the celebrity

proud parents

lepas tuh diorang gi amik gambar studio kat mall then terus head back to kl. singgah jo cendol pulut for lunch and rnr tapah for maghrib. sampai KL kul 10pm. memasing flat. dah dah. tu jer gambar yang ada. pasnih aku nak wat entry langkawi lak. tapi ada rasa syahdu sebenarnya sebab lepas nih ntah bila dapat ke sini lagi. takde keje nak redah highway 6-7 jam semata2 nak lepas rindu. ada adik sesapa yang nak konvo lagi meh aku tolong join. hehehe