Oh, Hi May!!!

Assalamualaikum :)

wahhhh...sekarang main update sebulan sekali jer eh...ehehehe..seronok 3 minggu berturut keje 4 hari jer...i wish every week was like that..wesak day was a very productive day for me...sempat laundry 1 round, vakum, masak lunch, bake some brownies and groceries shopping...thanks to my husband yang pagi2 dah siap mop rumah...terus kasi upah masak rendang untuk lunch...huhuhu...ehh, tapi aku guna pes dah siap bought from my friend...senang sangat...stgh jam dah siap...for the kids buat ayam goreng kunyit jer...jadilaa 2 lauk...rumah aku memang tak masak banyak2...paling byk pun 3 jenis jer...

Alhamdulillah i manage to finish ganti puasa last monday...i know, lambat sangat kan...ngam2 last day tuh next day terus period...niat nak dapatkan extra 1 day puasa sunat tak dapat...lagi rugi tak dapat puasa on nisfu syaaban...dahlaa i nih jenis period lama...maximum 14 days...dulu tak macam nih...plg lama 9-10 days jer...now meleret2 plak...clear for 2 days, datang balik 4 days...clear 2 days, datang balik 3 days...mmg tak pernah mandi wajib sekali...mesti berkali2...raya preparation 80% dah siap...tunggu my baju and ariana's siap and nak carik baju melayu mikhail...tahun nih tema orange kauu...my husband punya turn pilih kaler...sukatilaa yang...asalkan bahagia...this year i wanna wear sedondon dengan ariana so last March we went to Jakel, punyalaa susah nak carik kain kaler oren yang ok coraknya...yang banyak pastel colour and corak pucci...macam ramai sangat pakai pucci, tak minat plak...warna oren pun banyak yg corak veteran...lastly amik jelaa yg abstrak...my husband said macam sisik ikan...hahaha...lantoklaa...nanti dah siap jadi baju, sure cantik punya...ehem ehem *taknak kalah* ehem ehem

apalagi eh...oh, we attended my twin cousins wedding...nak transfer gambar amatlaa malas...but both couple were so pretty and handsome...my sister fatin (ig:hanaikmal) done the makeup for our bride twin cousin...makin cantik dia make up...dulu masa main2 makeup mama, macam2 rupa ada...now her hobby dah boleh jadi part time income...Alhamdulillah...oklaa...banyak keje nak settlekan before the weekend...Have a great weekend uolls!!!

adapting

Assalamualaikum :)

how's your week so far? dah seminggu ariana sekolah, Alhamdulillah everything ok buat masa nih...hari2 dapat bawakkan dia bekal homemade...baru 2x dia guna duit belanja...from tuesday; nugget, nasi goreng cina, egg mayo sandwich, roti krim, egg mayo sandwich n pagi tadi popia homemade...haaa...jangan xcaya ok...gigih weekend harituh masak filling pastu malam tadi melipat2 setakat yang nak makan je dulu...kalau sempat malam kang melipat popia lagi...filling minced chicken, carrot and diced onion jer...dapat bawak sikit ke opis diorang kata sedap...terus terbayang nak meniaga popia frozenlah...huhuhu...we'll see macamana yer...ikut hati memang macam2 nak buat, masa jer mencemburuiku...adoi...tadi dah tengok kat utube ada banyak resipi popia...lenkali nak try filling lain pulak...so, besok nak bekalkan apa pulak? planned to make some mac n cheese in advance and frozenkan...pastu pagi tinggal panaskan jer...roti sapu nutella pun ok jer...yesterday she requested for apple pie and custard sauce..hoih, macamana nak buat pepagi tuh? weekend jelaa nak makan dessert2 camtuh k...

houseworkwise baju n kasut sekolah dibasuh oleh babahnya...tak suruh pun tapi tau2 dah siap...kita tukang rendam jer...tapi i kawtim balik so i gosoklaa...this week mikhail pun dah start sekolah so, tambah lagi 2 pasang nak kena gosok...since sekarang sebelum subuh dah bangun, by 10pm memang semua masuk tido...dengan kita skali tido awal...niat nak bangun balik melipat kain ke mengemas ker tuh tinggal impian jelaa...terpaksa tutup sebelah mata dengan keadaan rumah on weekdays...letih badan rasanya...sometimes tak sempat dinner pun...i think stamina dah kurang...nak kena makan supplement jugak nampaknya nih...and start exercise to build up stamina...husband dah install balik treadmill tapi bila on jer berderet yang kenit2 nih naik jugak...dah tu acaner? banyak tul alasan ko alin!!

banyak plan nak buat sebenarnya...i need to make few schedule for everything asap...terutama for ariana and mikhail's timetable during at home...plan utk bekal anak2...plan utk ubahsuai rumah...whats 1st whats next...and i dont know where to start...tak sabar pulak nak gi cuti2...lama sangat rasa tak check in mana2...since ariq lahir kot...hmmm...oklaa, now im going to finish this awkwardly...bye!!!

duk rumah pun best

Assalamualaikum :)

last weekend cikgu balik melaka but i've decided not to follow him just because i have so many things that need to be done at home...dah bape weekend balik sana, rumah sendiri tunggang langgang...but i suggest he brought yana n mikhail with him...diorang dah besar so senang sket nak handle...me and ariq stay at home and having a blast ourselves (yeah, right!! *roll eyes*) i have made 5 types of puree for ariq's food, vakum the whole house and 2 rounds of laundry but i still haven't finish folding it including the previous 2 rounds of laundry...

you would thought staying in with 1 baby is much easier but actually he need you more than before since there's no one else can entertain him...unlike mikhail, ariq is not easily attracted to cartoons...dia lagi suka berkepit, duduk kat pangku sambil hold on to my shirt...memang susah nak g toilet, mandi pun sekali jer...itupun masa dia tgh tido...bukak pintu dia dah depan pintu meleleh2 airmata...hahaha...

he napped 2 times for an hour...masa tulaa nak kupas kentang, karot, buah, siang sayur apa semua, kukus, mandi n melipat...buat keje yang senyap2 jer...nak basuh dirty dishes pun takleh, kang bunyi pinggan berlaga2 tuh bangun je dia...lepas dia bangun barulaa boleh blend and vakum...dia ikut jelaa belakang kita tunda vakum tuh...sukatilaa nak...yang paling best duduk rumah langsung tak keluar, nak masak pun malas setakat sorang je makan so aku makan roti jelaa...malam2 lapar masak megi letak sayur sket...itupun bape kali keluar masuk dapur dia nangis2 takde orang teman dia...aduhai...clingy sangat tau...

benda lain tak sempat nak kemas sangat pun...cita2 besar nak tukar langsirlaa, nak basuh bilik airlaa, nak revamp my closet and makeup konon...hmm..berangan jelaa...that one maybe kena amik 1 hari cuti, hantar semua kat babysitter macam biasa baru boleh settle...itupun kalau my kdrama series tak mengganggu...hahaha...i salutelaa all moms yang boleh buat semua...especially those yang stay at home mom...sempat masak lagi...eh, tapi nowadays ada jugak working mom yang sanggup bangun awal masak untuk bekal anak2...hmmm...im not that rajin...i'm really blessed to have cikgu coz he does help me a lot around the house...i mean memang A LOTTT...kalau senaraikan apa yang dia buat, macam xde apa dah keje untuk aku buat kat rumah...like, what the hell are you doing yang kata penat sangat tuh? haa...begitulaa...but truth is small2 things memang menuntut masa...kadang kita pun tak sedar masa berlalu kan...

cikgu and the kids sampai rumah on sunday during lunch time...to make it up to them, i brought them to the pool that afternoon...ingat nak bawak ariq skali tapi budak tecit tu tido plak...eventho the pool just a block away, tapi since we moved here, baru 4-5 kali jer pegi..."rajin" sangat nak bawak...hehehe...my dramaqueen siap cakap "inilah hari yang paling indah, tq mommy..." hahaha...drama sangat kan...bebudak nih memanglaa...kalau boleh tiap minggu nak ajak keluar...yelaa, throughout the week terperuk kat rumah babysitter pastu balik rumah sendiri...weekend naklaa tengok benda lain pulak kan...kan bagus kalau weekend ada 3 hari...sehari mengemas, sehari berjalan, sehari lagi berehat...hahaha...

this boy dah ada 4 teeth...its scary for a breastfeed mommy like me...atas tuh gigi kapak...besar2...yang bawah kecik2 tajam!!! suka sondol2 kita pastu gigit baju kita...nasib xbaik, dia tergigit skali kulit perut/peha kita...adoiii...kalau suap kena hati2 jari kita...lepas gigit, buat muka tak bersalah pastu gelak2 pulak...sabar jelaa...

berselera kembali

Assalamualaikum :)

Alhamdulillah anak2 dah sihat, tinggal parut n kulit menggelupas macam salin kulit tuh...my colleague said tu tanda hfmd dah baik...after my 3rd kena, my throat ada rasa perit2 sikit...but i didnt go to the clinic coz its still bearable..my hand and foot takde pun keluar apa2 bintik so i continue to go to work...but since the sorethroat, lidah aku jadi super sensitive towards panas n pedas..masak sambal macam biasa, cikgu pun kata ok tapi aku rasa macam nak pengsan duk minum air jer...panas pun takleh..usually i am the one yang buat air panas2 while cikgu punya air kena buat suam..but now minum air berais jer..and 1 more thing lidah dah tak rasa masin n manis..makan semua rasa tawar or pedas jer..dah kena tarik nikmat makan sikit..but im not complaining..makan jelaa..moga terhapus dosa2 bila di uji macam nih..

antara hikmah yang aku nampak lepas anak2 dah sihat nih are their appetite..semua dah berselera balik..hence, mikhail yang sangat susah makan pun dah makin ok..ariq boleh habiskan semangkuk besar bubur, pastu abang makan bihun goreng dia ngendeng lagi..suap gak..org makan durian, rambutan pun nak..suap jelaa secalit dua bagi rasa..ariana memang senang nak suruh makan tapi taklaa ebrtambah2, pun dahmula makan banyak..ni kalau nenek aku dengar aku sebut2 marah dia...dia selalu cakap budak kalau nak makan jangan tegur nanti terbantut nak makan...hahaha..cakap dalam blog diorang tak dengar ok laa kot kan..weekend lepas balik melaka maksu diorang masak nasi minyak..ariana makan bertambah2..letak kicap ngan ayam goreng jer pun..mikhail pun makan jugaklaa setgh pinggan..ok sangatlaa tuh...

his teacher hantar gambar nih baru kejap tadi with caption "Alhamdulillah...seronok tgok Mikhael mkn mee goreng bertambah2...biasa x nak mkn...puas pujuk memujuk..*smiley faces*"

see, betapa excited semua orang bila mikhail nak makan..memang pattern ginilaa agaknya anak2 aku nih...ariana pun dulu lebih kurang gitu...dari umur 2 tahun susah makan..lepas umur 4 tahun baru ok sket then lama2 makin ok..harapnya ariq nih tak ikut jejak abang kakak dia..biar dia nak jer makan sampai besar..kalau ikut mommy dia, memang takde masalah langsung..hahaha

Sebelum Raya

Assalamualaikum :)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA semua...aku baru jer start keje isnin setelah lebih seminggu cuti..dari minggu sebelum raya dah asek amik emergency leave...anak2 xsihat...boleh pulak menjangkit gingivitis dengan sepupu diorg masa berbuka puasa rumah abah...start isnin 27 June pagi tu ariana demam, pastu isnin petang mikhail pulak...selasa amik emergency halfday bawak pegi paed Klinik Dr. Ong kat Ampang sebab demam diorang tinggi sangat cecah 40+...bukan demam jer tapi siap ulser kat serata mulut...paling kesian ariana...minum air sikit pun terbeliak2 mata dia tahan pedih...dapat antibiotik n ubat spray...by jumaat diorang still demam on off...took another emergency leave pegi buat bloodtest pulak kat Tawakkal...confirmed viral fever due to gingivitis...tukar ubat and antibiotik...ubat kebas mulut pun dapat yang baru...petang tuh lepas berbuka balik melaka as we need to help in laws prepare for raya...mostly sebab nak kemas2 laman yang luas tuh...ayah kan belum betul2 sihat...the kids continue to take their meds kat kampung...but bila kat kampung, takdela lembik macam kat rumah...berlari elok jer...demam pun kebah...ariq sempat berjangkit demam sehari...Alhamdulillah sebelum raya semua dah kembali sihat...appetite pun ok sket...isnin petang balik KL...

selasa kononnya nak jimat cuti so siap2 nak pegi kejelaa...skali lrt buat hal until 11am tak sampai2 ke ofis...the trains keep on going back and forth from gombak-setiawangsa-damai...turun kat damai xde cab...sangat sikit keta lalu...while the amount of passanger punyala banyak...ada sorg pompuan tuh bawak beg besar duk tahan segala kenderaan yang lalu...even motor abang askar pun dia tahan...motor tuh berhenti but as expected, memang tak dapatla nak tumpangkan...bila aku tanya dia kata ets kat kl sentral tiket pukul 11am...masa tuh dah pukul 10.40...teksi yang dia tahan laju jer orang sambar...kesian sangat, muka nak nangis...aku cuma boleh suruh dia tegas sikit amik teksi seterusnya...ramai jugak dalam tren tuh yang bawak luggage besar2...yelaa, sehari sebelum raya kan...ntah apalaa nasib...by 11am bila takde teksi lalu lagi i called my boss and explained the situation...no point coming to the office kalau by 3pm dah boleh balik...lagipun memang takde keje sangat nak buat...called my husband yang tgh babysit the kids, asked if he could fetch me kat damai...kesian dia...ariq dah tido rupanya...and to add salt to the wound, tayar belakang dua2 pancit...my husband had to stop at every petrol station utk isi angin...bawak slow2 jer...dekat an hour jugaklaa tunggu dia kat damai tuh...rupanya dah koyak teruk...terbang 600...huuu...that last iftar we spent with mak and my adik2...main bunga api sikit2 pastu balik...malam tuh settlekan gosok baju semua...rumah memang tak sempat kemas...macam tongkang pecah...with the kids unwell, pastu berulang ke melaka and KL...rumah is the least important...ok, nanti kita sambung cerita raya pulak yer...tahun nih persiapan sangat sederhana...baju pun recycle last year punya...sebab orang KL tak tengok coz last year raya melaka (except in FB laa..lantok situ) baju casual pakai yang dah lama beli tapi baru lagi...ada yang my mom or sisters belikan when they travel last few months...jadilaa...

i need another day for weekend...every week...boleh?

Assalamualaikum :)

My previous posts mostly pasal makan jer...this morning i literally dragging my 2 feet to work...last weekend seems not enough i feel so exhausted...on saturday cikgu have PIBG meeting since morning till 1pm...i manage to bathe, feed, tidy the rooms and cook 1 dish while waiting for cikgu to come home *pat back* nampak macam ek eleh...tu jer? well, im still coping in managing my 3 kids alone...so, kasi canlaa sikit eh...besides, i masak siakap 3 rasa okeyh...and then we went to my moms coz she said she cooked and ask us to come...siap wish Happy Mothers Days lagi...terharu coz my mom bukan jenis yang softy heart nak manja2 pun tak dapat...she's one tough and strong lady...jangan main2 tau...mak masak nasi briyani with ayam masak macam kari tapi bukan kari...tak taulaa apa namanya, makan jer...sangat tak match with ikan siakap yang i bawak...hahaha...tapi ariana n mikhail suka sebab nasi tuh ada gajus n kismis...plus ayam tuh tak pedas...

after that we went to jusco nak carik kasut for both kids...nanti ada rombongan...all this while pegi tadika pakai selipar or kasut yang ngam2 saiz coz masuk kelas bukak kasut...so takutla kang ketat ke melecet ke kan...belum sampai lagi ariana dah mintak nak kasut frozen...oh mai...demam frozen tak habis lagi nampaknya...nak yang bertumit ada bling2 pulak tuh...jenuh persuade dia beli yang simple and comfortable...said that raya nanti we can buy that kind of shoes...mikhail senang jer, pilih sport shoes terus utk raya...dia ok jer memana...sempat singgah FOS beli few pyjamas and tshirts too...kami nih beginilaa...not a branded person...biasa2 ajer...dapat baju baru pun the kids dah happy...kalau bawak pegi playland laaaagila happy...tak lama kat sana, sejam stgh jer pastu terus balik...paksa semua tido petang coz malam kang nak dinner kat kedai kawan ariana pulak...takde rezeki agaknya, kedai penuh takde seat...hujan plak tuh so takde seat kat luar...then we head to kg. baru coz cikgu nak jumpa kawan kat sana kejap...makan kat sana jer...Alhamdulillah...mikhail tak berlari2 maybe becoz dia sembelit so dia banyak berdiri...makan apapun taknak cuma minum jer...ariana makan semangat jugak...pipi pun dah naik...sajer order udang celup tepung sebab tau dia suka...stgh pinggan nasi dia sorg jer...and i ate 1 half plate...takde makna nak berdiet tgh menyusu nih...lapar tau...

on sunday pulak cikgu had this badminton tournament sempena teachers day...so, yang masuk mostly teachers or admin sekolah...ingat nak pegi tgk but they start early at 8am, i dont think the kids will be awake early that day after we reach home late last night...after subuh i tido balik then nearly 8am i slowly go to the kitchen, masak air pastu jenguk bilik elok jer 3 beradik mengekek2 ketawa...haih...ingatkan betri lambat caj...mikhail yang bangun 3 kali the night before pun elok jer segar mata...kesian dia the whole day meneran at last ntah pukul brape dia kejut cikgu kata dah...besar betul hasil kamu...mcm org dewasa...patutlaa susah keluar...sunday i dont cook...me and the kids breakfast roti jer cikgu balik at 2pm tapaukan lunch...kali nih briyani kambing pulak...macam kenduri makan briyani 2 hari berturut2...petang konon nak keluar beli brg basah but hujan pulak...cikgu buat jemput2 tepung untuk minum petang...tak lama pastu ariana request maggi pecah telur pulak...uii..lama tak makan...mommy pun tumpang sekakilaaa...mikhail pun tgk maggi dia pun nak jugak...sesekali takpelaa...diorg suka makan kering, kuah2 taknak...malam semua taknak makan dah...mommy nih mana boleh xmakan kan tapi sebab dah letih (seriously, stamina dah teruk sangat...xbuat apa pun letih) so marilaa habis2 roti yang ada jer...malam by 9.30pm semua dah masuk tido...

lunch hour tadi i wasted an hour wandering around klcc pointlessly...perasaan nak shopping tetiba meluap2 taktau pasaipa...lapaq ka? stress ka? penat ka? pg dah browse online shop...tak puas hati pegi pulak klcc sorg2 pun jadilaa...tapi tulaa kalau jalan sensorang memang tak beli apalaa...xsyok takde 2nd opinion nih...plus the one that i like rasa mahal macam tak berbaloi...beli baju anak lagi baguih...makan hotdog kat 1901 then tapau sushi kat cold storage n now mata sudah layu...ini bukan monday blues dah, ini monday lost...ntah hapa2 ntah alin nih...haih bisnes, cepatlaa kencang balik!!!

sakit urat belikat..HELP!!!

Assalamualaikum :)

remember i told you about my back ache? makin sakit ok...tolonglah dah lebih seminggu kot...kan hari rabu gi klinik...makan ubat dr bagi...pastu macam dah kurang sikit...pastu masa kat melaka packing2 goodies maybe banyak tunduk2, sabtu malam tu suddenly terbangun sebab sakit sangat...tgk jam pukul 4am...memang keras sangat leher even baring tegak pun sakit...apekah?! so ptg tuh bila dah sampai KL, terus singgah klinik ingat nak mintak jab terus tapi instead dr tu bagi vitamin untuk saraf and another type of painkiller...dia kata after inject pun boleh sakit balik bila efek ubat hilang...lagipun ada steroid so menyusu memang taklehlaa...so trylaa makan ubat tu pulak...tapi semalam kat ofis mengantuk ya amat...luckily tak banyak keje...membuta jer pastu petang tetiba rasa macam nak pitam...dahi berpeluh2 pastu rasa mual...tak sempat pegi toilet terus muntah...sebbaik kat tangan ada plastik...mintak cikgu amik kat ofis, boleh pulak minyak moto dia kering bila dah sampai...adoi...meter minyak tuh memang problem...dah baiki pun takleh...so kena agak2 jer bila nak kena isi...kan sekolah cuti seminggu, lupalaa tuh...sebbaik ada brader baik tolong tolak ngan kaki sampai stesen minyak...kalau nak tolak sendiri jenuh gak...

so, pagi nih bangun tetiba sakit leher keras tuh datang balik, sakit sangat sampai nak gerak pun takleh...nak mc tapi last week baru jer mc and take leave...this week i'll be on leave lagi...so gagahkan jugakla hantar the kids kat rumah my aunty then pegi ofis...lagipun kalau kat rumah pun sure takleh rehat sangat...mata nih nampak jer ada jer benda nak buat...posted a status about it at facebook and got a few feedback...ada yang suggest mulivitamin (memang kena makan dah nih lagi2 calcium and stamina banyak dah kurang), bekam (memang tgh mencari yang pompuan punyer) ada gak yang suggest berurut (pun dah berurut tapi maybe leh try mana tau serasi pulak)...ada gak yang cakap nih kesan bius (3 x csec and twice dnc, maybelaa) see, inilaah contoh penggunaan facebook dengan betul..hahaha

lunch hour tadi ingat nak pejam kejap but any position pun sakit...so tak payahlaa...oh, tadi baru dapat yang i ordered romper baju melayu online...besar sikit but takpelaa...belasah jer...order kaler emerald green nak pakai aqiqah nanti, together ngan abang kakak nanti sama kaler...and kaler cream untuk raya nanti...mommy and babah will be in gold kaler, maybe anak2 amik kaler cream or ariq sorg cream...baby susahla nak carik kaler gold kan...oklaa, dah banyak melalut, sakit tengkuk bukan hilang pun...but if anyone ada any suggestion or tips bolehla share ngan kita k...kesian kita nak dukung baby pun takleh lama2... :(

S.I.T

Assalamualaikum :)

Most people will say TGIF but today i wanna say Syukur its Thursday!!! sebab besok cuti...jumaat minggu depan pun cuti...yeay!!! besok the kids babysitter nak balik kampung so we thought of going back to cikgu's hometown since its school holiday...next week pulak nak buat aqiqah ariq n his cousin arissa kat sana jugak...syiok wooo keje 4 hari jer seminggu...thought wanna apply at least halfday leave every friday...hehehe...ok tak?

semalam mc stgh hari...sebab sakit urat belikat dah naik sampai ke tengkuk...takleh nak tunduk or toleh ke kanan...actually sakit nih since last week...probably sebab banyak angkat berat (angkat d kids dari kereta ke rumah babysitter every morning...18, 14 and 7kg each!! so much for dr's advise 2 tahun xleh angkat berat after csec...yeah, right!!) and then malam plak selalu tido on 1 side lama sebab sambil menyusu ariq kan...pastu berdiri lama kat dapur prepare makanan...so sakit tuh accumulatelaa kot...memula mintak kwn ofis tumbuk2...lega kejap...pastu ahad sakit balik mintak ariana pijak2 tapi mikhail pulak joint venture siap lompat2...makin teruk sakit sampai naik ke tengkuk...pastu mintak cikgu urut2 tengkuk...haa, amekkaw...pegi keje keras jer leher...dr bg ubat painkiller, muscle relax n krim dapat mc sekali...yehaa...tapi manalaa nak rehat kan...cuti sekolah, bebudak pun ada kat rumah...hopefully these pain will eventually go away or i might have to take the jab...kalau jab xsampai stgh jam dah baik...tapi xnaklaa kan...me and needle are not bestfren...

today cikgu bawak ariana n mikhail tengok boboiboy kat wayang...this would be their 1st time...ntah camnalaa agaknya...whatsapped him but no reply...oklaa tu kot kan...oklaa...mau setelkan apa2 patut before going for my leave tomorrow...tadaaa



borak mak2

Assalamualaikum :)

apa lagi nak disembangkan kalau bukan hal anak2...dah jadi mak2 nih beginilaa...blog yang difollow pun blog mak2 jugak...nak belajar sama2 camna membesarkan anak di zaman moden nih...speaking of zaman, kat FB melambaklaa tips jaga anak, jaga hati suami, cara masak itu ini, cara ubat itu ini...kita pun share, save dalam wall kita tapi bila kita betul2 nak guna tips2 tuh semua tak jumpa kan...lagi 1 jenis puak2 yang suka bersaing i am better than yiewww...baca kengkadang boleh stress tau...i mean aku keje, letak anak kadang dekat 10 jam kat pengasuh...doesn't mean tak sayang anak...kadang bila balik tuh penat, stress, dengan anak3 semua mintak perhatian...rasa nak marah pun ada bila tudung pun x sempat bukak dah bertubi2 soalan pastu mulalaa terbayang2 post kat FB "jangan marah anak" cerita2 sedih pasal anak kesepian whatsoever pastu kita pun tone down sikitlaa...tarik nafas dalam2, layan sorang demi sorang...haa nak apa sayang? pastu kadang anak2 nih pun cerdik...eh, mommy mood baiklaa harini, meh kita cuba buat eksperimen...mulalaa mintak benda2 yang kita tak bagi...kita cakap nanti taknak tunggu...nak amik sendiri, nak buat sendiri, tumpah, melekit, semut gigit baby, dah bintat2 pastu rasa bersalah lagi sebab tak bersihkan rumah elok2...kita pun mula tinggi suara...dah cebik2 cakap mommy tak sayang...aduhh...serba salah ok...kita harap anak yang tua faham kita...but sometimes dia pun nak perhatian, dia pulak paling mengada dan manja...

fuhh...all these keje mak2 tau...kalau pandangan mata kasar memang macam tak buat apa...duduk layan anak jer...masaknyer tidak...kemas rumah pun tidak...makan pun nak mommy yang suap sebab mommy jenis nak anak makan maka sanggup kejar 1 rumah n pujuk2...eh, dah sejam berlalu tak mandi2 lagi? dari tadi buat apa? haaa...biasa x dengar soalan ni...pastu kita pun cuba senaraikan keje yang kita buat...eh, haah eh...apa yang aku buat dari tadi? cepatnyer masa berlalu...sekarang nih my priority bila balik ialah layan anak2...cuma ada 3-4 jam jer sehari nak layan sebelum masing2 masuk tido...pastu kalau bertuah which happen once in a blue moon, diorang tido serentak, berdesup buat keje rumah...masa tulaa nak lap2 dapur, lipat kain, sental jamban ke, organize groceries ke...weekend baru kita spring clean nak vakum, sapu, mop and masak...weekdays memang jarang masak...kalau nak masak memang yang paling simple jer...kadang dah penat sangat nak g beli pun malas...balik rumah, masak nasi n goreng telur mata letak bawang layur banyak2...bertambah2 okeh...seriously, i need to learn how to manage time efficiantly or ada plak yang terabai kang...oklaa...nak kuar lunch dah...seronoknya harini jumaat...pastu 3 days holiday pulak tuh...for 3 consecutive weeks!! woot woot..harus gomol2 anak3 puas2...

angin + panas = migrain

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yesterday during lunch hour i went to masjid jamek...dah carik telekung lycra for my cousin yang duk tolong her mom look after my kids...next week dia nak balik kolej dah...pegi sensorang jer as my colleagues nak pegi makan kat ampang park jer...came backto the office about 2.10pm...makan roti dalam laci jer...panas terik pulak tuh so balik ofis jer kepala dah start berdenyut2...makin lama makin sakit...i told my husband i wanna get home early...director takde, so i just inform my superior...after solat asar, pam susu kejap then terus cabut balik at 5++pm...sampai rumah my makcu, pass her the telekungs and then fetch the kids...ariana tido, sampai pagi tadi pulak tuh...cuma bangun kejap malam tadi dalam pukul 10pm mintak susu...rasa macam xjumpa dia 2 hari pulak :(

as for me, sampai rumah terus mandi, solat pastu tido sambil pegang plastic takut muntah...memang angin tuh tolak atas bawahlaa...tekak loya n perut memulas2...get up at 10pm feeling slightly better tapi still sakit cuma takla berdenyut sangat...stay up temankan mikhail and ariq yang bulat lagi mata diorang while layan tuan anas mikhail recorded on our pvr...cerita tuh ok jelaa...sweetlaa tapi ntahlaa macam tak masyuk pulak pelakonnyer...maybe sebab aaron pun dah nampak berumur and zara zya terlalu selamba tak cover2 langsung...or maybe im just too old nak layan citer2 gitu dah...hahaha...tapi aku suka jer citer2 sweet kdrama...acaner tuh? hehehe

aku makan jugak painkiller akhirnya at 1am coz sakit kepala x hilang2...taknak nanti sambung pulak kat ofis harini...it was a good decision coz pagi nih bangun terus rasa ok dah...my superior pulak yang mc...kesian dia...i still have about 5.5 days annual leave to clear before year end coz my company tak boleh carry forward leave...dah plan dah nak amik few days next week, nak balik melaka ada kenduri doa selamat sket sebelum fil has his heart surgery at IJN...pastu few days lagi in december...memang maksima my leaves usage this year...next year dah kena allocate leave every month for my lil munchkin's check up...

lrt problem ker?

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Can anybody tell me whats wrong with the lrt yesterday evening? my office hour ends at 6.15pm...im going back home at 6.20pm...dahlaa kita nih jalan macam siput...by 6.30pm sampai lrt ampag park nampak orang yang beratur menghala ke gombak punyalaa ramai...so i sat at the bench for a while when i see a colleague also sitting there...tak larat weyh nak beratur berdiri lama2...borak2 jap pastu after 10 minutes tengok line still panjang...takleh jadi nih...so i started queuing as well...all the train that arrive either fully packed takde sapa keluar or dapat masuk sorag dua jer...about more than 10 train kot yang terlepas...7.10pm camtuh baru dapat masuk...itupun the pakcik kat pintu tu memula macam taknak bergerak but when he sees my big tummy, dia squeeze me in jugak...tak kisahlaa...im concern about my husband with the kids yang dah lama tunggu kat lrt tmn melati tuh...diorang usually by 6.30pm dah sampai sana...dahlaa i dont have my fon with me...and my colleague tuh taktau pegi mana masa beratur...kalau tak bolehlaa pinjam fon dia inform my husband...

dalam lrt yang pack, memang tak berharaplaa nak dapat seat as the one nak offer seat pun takleh nak bangun...sampai setiawangsa baru dapat duduk...as soon the kids saw me approaching the car, ariana dah start membebel...it was 7.25pm camtuh masa tuh...nape mommy lambat? yana nak terkencing nih, adik dah few times mintak susu...tetiba aku nak marah2 cakap lenkali no need to wait for mommy...biarlaa mommy balik sendiri merangkak pun takpe...hahaha...emo pulak mak buyung nih...pastu bergenang jer mata, rasa sedih sangat and penat...sakit pinggang apa semua adalaa...my husband memula nak membebel jugak tapi tak jadi bila tengok aku macam tuh...he said lets buy a cheap fon at least he cud still contact me...he's just worried sebab lately memang aku nampak dah tak larat sangat...jalan sikit dah sakit2...my tummy selalu cramp...dia ingat aku dah gi hospital...he even called my fren N asking my whereabouts...hehehe...but i refused...i said in few days dapatlaa fon tuh...takyahlaa membazir...and this morning my fren A lend me her extra fon until i get mine :) Alhamdulillah...but still, my husband said he will fetch me at the office today and tomorrow...yippee...memang itu yang aku nak sebenarnya tapi tak sampai hati nak cakap...yelaa...dia pun penat balik keje, nak kena patah2 balik nak amik aku pulak...tapi orang dah offer, aku terima jelaa...hehehe

kalau dia boleh teruskan amik balik keje sampai bersalin lagi ok, hehehe (how i wish he read my blog right now)...workwise, i can do my work sebab duduk key in je pun...yang tak laratnyer nak commute pegi balik keje tuh...heck, nak pegi printer pun tunggu print banyak2 baru gi amik skaligus...nak amik mc awal pun takleh, keje tengah banyak until its duedate dalam friday next week...huwaa...after that we'll see laa eh...kalau tak larat sangat memang mc awallaa until bersalin...

pre raya entry

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waa...dah seminggu kita raya kan...banyak giler hutang post...let me check my gallery files...i still owe this blog the story about Mikhail's 3rd Birthday celebration, my BSP rounds, a few buka puasa with families, my achievement baking the main fruitcake and sambal udang for raya and of cos the Raya Celebration itself...i have googled how to transfer photos from my hp to computer but too lecehlaa...i need to install some program in my pc and hp then another few steps from there...haiz...bertambah malaslaa jadinya...nak cerita without gambar memang tak syiok...i am the type of person yang nak explain kena ada pen n kertas...even for small road instruction...hahaha...semua nak jot down...

oh, btw, yesterday we went to our 1st checkup at Al Islam where i will be delivering my baby...and guess what?! we now know the gender, yeayyy!!! senanglaa nak sort out baju2 lama...dah boleh mula basuh and susun...dah boleh order mattress set yang dah lama aim cuma belum decide which design...geram okeyh tengok tilam2 kekabu handmade nih...talented sungguhlaa diorang nih...and also to buy a few more items yang besar like new babycot coz the old ones dah bagi pada my sil...she due anytime now...masa bagi tuh belum tau diri sendiri pregnant...hehehe...takkan nak mintak balik plak kan...stroller pun dah lebih 5 tahun dah...still using it till now...dah berbunyi2 tapi that one tunggu dululaa...maybe beli wrap or baby carrier yang elok sikit sudahlaa...tolonglaa, stroller makan space kat rumah...duk kondo beginilaa...nak beli apa2 memang kena fikir nak simpan mana...bukan ada stor pun...

so, till i figure out how to tepek gambar here, kita tunggu jelaa eh...eh, must do it before baby keluarlaa gitu...toodles....

schoolmates' darlings



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yesterday i get to meet 1 of my gf...initially we plan to meet all 5 out of 6 of us next monday for hi-tea and gossipping session...tapi...biasalaaahhh...to initiate a meeting for 5 person is not easy...so dapat jumpa sorang semalam pun jadilaa...itupun sebab nak pass barang and kebetulan she waited for her husband to fetch her there...it was merely 8 minutes (she said, she timed it maybe..hahaha) but cukuplaa untuk melepaskan rindu chit chat the important stuff...sempat tau...hahaha...they were my highschoolmates...these frens of mine lain sikit...kat media sosial memasing sombong giler susah nak like or comment at each status...macam tak kenal jer but once we got to sit down and chat, 3 jam pun tak cukup...thats why kena amik cuti kalau nak berjumpa...memacam cerita keluar...best jugak gitu kan...walaupun kengkadang rasa macam nak merajuk sentap semua pun ada...hahaha...blame the hormones ok...

but out of 6, ada sorang nih memang the bestestfren of mine...we have been in the same school since we were standard 2...boleh kata she's my pillar when i'm at my weakest point...she wud fetch me at the ofis, pegi tengok wayang sampai 2 movie berturut2, makan burger extra special dalam keta then tido at my house...besoknyer dedua bangun baru kelam kabut siap nak pegi keje...best sangat masa tuh...takde curfew, takde boyfren nak kacau (masa tuh cikgu jauh so she's my boyfrenlaa...) and we know each of our family members well...boleh kata most of her pakcik makcik datang my wedding...during my wedding dialaa yang paling banyak membantu...i dun have any transport so dialaa yang bawak aku ke hulu ke hilir carik barang, jumpa mak andam, the night before pun dia tido kat rumah sewa aku yang hanya ada aku, dia, my other fren and my kazen yang tolong pakaikan inai...dialaa pengapit on both side...masa bertandang kat melaka, dia tolong angkut my sisters datang melaka coz nobody cares...masa tuh my sisters semua belajar lagi...license pun takde, mana tau nak arrange transport...dia jugak yang pegi pinjam keta mercedes parents dia untuk bawak pengantin nih masuk dewan...altho my abah dah pakai honda civic pun masa tuh, rasanya kalau aku tak terfikir, memang pengantin tak sampai dewanlaa...tetamu datang makan jelaa...dia kata takkan nak pakai keta kancil dia...hahaha...my parents memang handle kenduri sahaja...my mom langsung tak involve...lagi best...ahhh...cerita lama...

anyway for the past few months, she have problems at work...i mean bukan dia yang bermasalah but she got a boss from hell yang sangat insensitive...she was stressed and i probably joke at the wrong time...and then she just silent herself from us all...sedih sangat coz antara ramai2 frens, i broke the news about my 3rd baby to her 1st but no reaction...i guess i have crossed the line this time...or maybe she just so stress that she cannot digest my joke...hmm...whatever it is, i miss her so much...and i get jealous when i see her having good time with other people but me...i mean, if she can make time for them, why can't she make time for us? sounds like a psycho girlfren pulak dah aku nih but seriously, i miss we talked to each other on the phone for 2 hours straight...dengan cikgu pun tak pernah gayut lama camtuh...paling lama 15-20 minit kot...ok, kalau ikutkan keadaan sekarang memang tak dapeklaa nak buat gitu lagi dengan anak2 and all...but sedih sebab nampak sangat...nampak sangat aku kena pulau...am i really that bad? actually kengkawan sentap dengan aku nih memang dah terjadi since sekolah lagi...i always have good intention but somehow it backfire me...

ada 1 time kat sekolah...aku memang suka balut buku...sampai dah keje nih pun kengkawan ofis selalu bawak buku/novel kadang buku sekolah anak mintak aku balut...so this fren S ask me balut majalah sekolah dia...pastu i said ok...but then another fren A pun mintak jugak...tapi dia terus bagi majalah tuh so aku terus balut dia punya...when S found out, dia marah sungguh2 siap jerit2 maki semualaa...becoz she ask me 1st...i dun think its such a big deal pun...so during recess, aku pun curik2 amik majalah dia and balutkan...bila dia dapat tau, dikoyaknyer pembalut tuh...masa tuh geram ada sedih pun ada...1 thing, pembalut tuh aku beli sendiri kot...dahlaa aku tak caj apa2...adoi...and since S agak popular kat kelas, some of the students pun start nak boikot2 aku...hahaha...zaman sekolah...

then dah besar nih pun sama...dalam ramai2 kawan yang tak dapat attend majlis dia, tetiba aku jer yang kena sentap2 nih...serious tak faham...maybe sebab my reason tak kuat...boleh jer cakap ada incident kat rumah so stuck takleh kuar but aku memang tak reti nak menipu...terus terang ajerlaa...tapi dah besar2 nih memang aku tak pujuk dahlaa...coz memasing ada komitmen kan...just hope they wud understand and if they dont, i cant change them...usually they will be ok after a while...

p/s : tetiba nak rasa camana kalau aku pulak yang merajuk?

routine for the past 1 month

Assalamualaikum :)

dah lebih sebulan tokcik duk ngan kitorang...and selama tu rasa best jer...hopefully seisi rumah rasa macam tuh...kelmarin tokcik ada routine medical check up kat klinik gomen AU2 Keramat...and she requested to be sent home this weekend...pujuk jugak dia to stay with us longer but she misses her home...yelaa, no matter how sunyi pun mesti lebih selesa duduk di rumah sendiri kan...

selama tokcik ada, memang aku masak almost everyday except selasa dan khamis sebab ada pasar malam...usually tokcik akan puasa sunat isnin and khamis...kalau hari isnin, aku akan beli apa2 buat tokcik jamah2 masa buka puasa sebelum makan nasi...kadang beli kepak ayam bakar tuh...kadang kek or kuih muih...sampai jer rumah aku terus masuk dapur masaklaa 1-2 jenis lauk...lepas masak barulaa solat dan suap anak2 makan...tokcik tu selagi aku xmakan, dia taknak makan...takde kawan takde selera katanya...kesian tokcik kadang tunggu lama sebab tau jelaa suap bebudak picky eater nih, berejam...duk kejar2 kadang dapatlaa 4-5 suap untuk yana...itupun bersyarat2...mikhail tuh bertuah sangat kalau dapat suapan kedua...isyh...

kalau ikutkan nak mandilaa lepas tuh tapi takut lama tokcik tunggu kita makanlaa dulu...pastu dah basuh pinggan, kemas2 meja, dapur dah pukul 10pm...takkan lepas makan terus mandi kan...bertambah boncit kang...so lepaklaa jap...selalunya time nih laa citer kat tv best2 pulak...dalam pada tuh memacamlaa request bebudak nih...nak susulaa, coklatla...sambil tengok tv, sambil lipat kain...itupun kalau takde yang mengacau...mikhail bukan boleh tengok mummy dia bersila, laju jer berpangku mintak gayut...bukan lapar ke apa, saja nak lepas gian...lepas2 tulaa baru aku pegi mandi...selalu sangat mandi malam nih, badan pun sengal2...kalau dapat urut 1 badan best sangat nih tapi ntah bila nak selit masa ada jer hal...

lauk yang aku masak selalunyer berlebih untuk lunch keesokan hari...sebab taknak tokcik susah2 masak, itupun dia kadang tolong lipat kain...dia kata duk ngan aku makin gemuk dia...asek makan jer...huhuhu...baguslaa selalu makan, daripada takde apa nak makan...cikgu pun memang jenis yang suka membeli jajan, ada jer kudapan kat rumah tuh...aku jerla yang berangin tengok makanan banyak sangat berikat sana sini sebab tak habis...tinggal sikiiiit jer pun taklehnak habiskan...lama2 masuk angin dah tak sedap...buang...isyh...tak suka betul membazir makanan...

kalau membeli kat pasar malam, selalunyer tokcik pesan nak makanan yang bukan nasi...belikanlaa charkueteow ker, laksam, soto, bihun sup, pecal, kuih muih, buah, apa2 jelaa yang dia teringin...hari2 aku tanya nak makan apa sebab kadang dia cakap bila dia sensorang kat rumah, dia teringin nak makan itu ini tapi takde tempat nak carik...dia bukan tau drive...takkan tiap kali nak mintak jiran belikan...beli barang dapur pun harap lori lalu...mahal and barang2 tak bagus pulak tuh...mentang2 laa tokcik takde pilihan lain...harituh dia ada sebut lama x makan putu mayam...manalaa nak carik kan sebab selalunya putu mayam nih orang jual naik motor...agaknya memang rezeki tokcik harituh...masa balik keje betul2 depan entrance kondo ada motor putu mayam lalu...sempat cikgu hon panggil dia pastu aku berlari keluar keta...marah keta2 kat belakang sebab kena tunggu...hehehe...sorry...senyum2 tokcik makan...dia kata dah bertahun tak makan since arwah onyang meninggal...thats 12 years ago tau...

nih nak balik pun hari2 aku tanya apa lagi nak makan...apa nak beli bawak balik rumah dia, ada apa2 ke yang nak dibaiki kat sana...mesti korang heran kan apsal aku layan tokcik lebih dari mak sendiri...well, tokciklaa yang menanggung dan menyara aku dan zana masa kecik...dari aku tadika, zana 4 tahun sampai kitorang habis sekolah menengah...memang mak yang melahirkan tapi aku rasa dia lagi faham kami adik beradik dari orang lain...moga dia juga di angkat darjatnya seperti seorang ibu walaupun dia tak ada anak...sungguhpun gitu, aku tak pernah lupa tanggungjawab kat mak and abah aku...rumah tak brape jauh pun...kalau ada kesempatan mmg selalu pegi rumah mak...mak aku masih kuat, masih mampu mencari apa yang terhajat di hati...mak lebih berdikari...kalau tanya nak apa pun dia kata tak payah, aku taknak...kalau buat surprise belikan apa2 or bawak gi makan special pun dia tak suka...hmmm...takes some time jugak nak faham mak...banyak benda nak mintak dengan Allah...especially dalam hubungan aku dengan mak...aku selalu doa mintak Allah murahkan rezeki aku, berikan kesihtan yang baik bukan untuk diri sendiri tapi untuk menggembirakan orang2 tersayang...memang duit bukan segala2 tapi segala2 perlukan duit...dengan kesihatan yang baik jugak boleh entertain and layan diorang nak kemana2...

panjang pulak membebel padahal nak citer pasal masak hari2 jer...kagum ngan diri sendiri okeyh...selalu memang ngelat jer nak masak...cikgu tuh laju jer ajak tapau...makanan tapau memang sedap tapi bosan gak selalu makan yang sama jer...kalau kedai tomyam tuh asek daging masak merah, ayam kunyit, kailan goreng...itu buat sendiri kat rumah pun boleh...kadang masak sendiri walaupun telur mata ngan kicap jer pun lagi sedap dan berselera kan...hopefully pasni tokcik stay lagi kat rumah kitorang...bebudak pun dah mula rapat ngan dia...mikhail tuh selalu memilih orang nak rapat, now dah jadi geng tokcik siap di cabut2 kening orang tua tuh...hehehe...haaa...itu lagi satu habit budak tuh...laterlaa citer...and in d meantime, this room will be empty waiting for tokcik to come again...moga tokcik diberi kesihatan yang baik, dipanjangkan usia, dan diberkati Allah sentiasa...amiin...

tokcik in da house yo!!

Assalamualaikum :)

i have so many pictures in my hp that i wanna share with you all...already transferred to the pc...just waiting for the mood to update :) as at to date, its been almost a month tokcik been living with us...best bila tokcik ada kat rumah...ada geng nak borak...she even teman me layan korean drama...hehehe...i'm lucky that my husband pun jenis tak berkira...he's okay having her in the house as long as she wants...besides, he could go for his badminton session more often without me membebel2, hahh!! my tokcik never married...she sacrifice her own needs for the people she love around her...she babysit all my abah's siblings...then she and my arwah onyang take care of me and zana when nobody wants us :( memang takde manja2 peluk2 puji2 and all...everything is very strict, kena jimat as she is the one working and paying for the expenses...tak terbalas jasa dia...that is one experience that i would never exchange with anything no matter what...thats what makes me,me...

sometimes terasa macam budak2 balik kena tegur itu ini...hehehe...i miss those days where my tokcik would drag us to the bathroom suruh mandi during morning school session...liat sungguh...and soalan no 1 without fail she or my onyang would ask every waktu, "dah solat?" memang mencicit pegi bilik air lepas tuh...when its our birthday week, she would bought a kfc bucket as a treat :) we seldom or should i say never eats out...no matter how late she came back from work, she would still cook for us...banyak lagi kenangan...yang sedih pun banyak but i dun wanna go there...kadang bila ingat, its too painful...so, sekarang i wanna make her happy all the time if possible...she deserves it...

for the past 3 months, she have been from 1 uncles/aunties house to another since she fell into a small drain behind her house...kesian dia...masa dia jatuh, nobody was around...not even her neighhbours...tersiram air ikan pulak tuh...it took her half hour just to get out from the drain...rupanya tulang bahu terkeluar...and muka dia separuh lebam sebab terhantuk bucu longkang...dia kata dia tak perasan macamana boleh jatuh...must be slipped or tripped on something...dia selawat banyak2 kali and tried to push herself out from the drain...then she take a bath and call another neighbour who stay not far from her house...the neighbour had to climb the gate to get the key...dah sakit sangat masa tuh...then called my tok alang...tok alang bawak dia ke hospital then bawak balik KL...

a week after i brought her home, we took her back to her house...dia pun dah rindu dengan rumah dia...kemas2 apa2 yang patut, tengok2 bil2 yang ada...but not for long...just overnite semalaman...dia kata balik rumah macam mimpi jer...hehehe...tokcik belum cukup kuat nak duk sorang2...nanti kita balik lg k...oh, rumah tokcik dekat dengan ulu yam...we brought the kids mandi sungai for the 1st time in their life...itu nanti kita story lain k

we reserved special room for tokcik in our house

thank you sayang for helping

  

my tokcik...tokcik dah tak kuat macam dulu tapi skill masak tetap no 1...i will take this oppurtunity belajar teknik2 dia...kari dia marvelles sangat tau...even my husband admit that in front of his mom...ko brani? hehehe

deepa hollideii!!!

Assalamualaikum :)

Rasa nak borak2 jer harini...how's your deepavali holidays? mine was fully utilised with cooking and housechores...penat tapi berbaloi2 tengok rumah berkilau2...ecewah...lebih2 lagi perang merajuk dah tamaaattt...hehehe...the kids demam malam sebelum tuh...yana siap muntah atas cadar, mikhail badan panas tapi aktif tetap aktif jugak...so, takdela risau sgt...cuma nak bagi mikhail makan ubat berperang sketlaa...pagi2 cikgu dah keluar nak hantar motor gi repair...sementara bebudak blm bangun, i buat laundry sesambil kemas dapur...nak vakum kang bbdk bangun plak...our kids belum fully trained to sleep early, wake up early yet...malam mmg susah nak tido...selagi mummy belum tido, selagi tulaa diorang duk main jer...but bila mummy duduk bersila nak lipat kain, mulalaa mikhail pun nak baring atas pangku...ater, camna nak siap lipat...pernah aku timing the duration, baru lipat 3 helai dia datang...lepas nyonyot 5 minit pegi main...lipat lagi 3 helai dia datang balik...kalau gini memang takkan habislaa...dahlaa diorang nih nak tido kena bilik betul2 gelap then nak kita baring sama...kadang plan nak tidokan diorang, pastu konon nak bangun balik lipat kain sambil layan recorded movie kat pvr skali nan hado...dengan kita2 skali tido...selalu gak baring depan tv dengan niat yg sama...skali sedar2 dah pukul 3-4am dengan tv terpasang...badan sengal2 sebab tido kat tilam nipis...adoi...

ok sambung balik on deepavali morning...tak lama tu cikgu balik bawak nasi lemak...tak sedap sangat...ni yang rasa nak buat sambal sendiri nih...cikgu kata my sambal have improved a lot...hehehe...mana taknyer, dah itu jer yang dia request kalau kita tanya lauk apa...ikan goreng sambal, ayam goreng sambal, sambal tumis ikanbilis/udang/sotong...daging jer tak pernah masak sambal lagi...kalau tak terer sajerlaa kan...muahaha...tapi dalam tak sedap tuh habis jugak...jangan membazir ok...for yana dia hari2 nak "roti bekfes" that is roti with nutella spread...every morning hantar rumah my aunty pun mmg dah siap2 bekalkan 3 keping utk dia...senangkan my aunty jugak...mikhail takmo makan...hmmm...that boy susu pun taklaa kuat mana tapi taktau dari mana datang energy duk bergerak jer...kena curik2 suap dia...skali dua pastu taknak dah...

this is my sambal tumis ikan bilis...buat cair2, letak air asam jawa n bawang besar banyak2...sedapnya buat cicah roti...

lepas breakfast, sidai kain then terus keluarkan tulang nak masak sup...cikgu pun demam gak the day before...d kids berjangkit dengan dialaa...pastu tekak sendiri teringin makan asam pedas ikan...letak bendi banyak2...then stirfried cauliflower and carrot...yana nak makan "flower"...semua menu bersebab nak tackle selera orang sakit...the thing i dont like about sup daging/tulang is the fat that come out lepas sup dah sejuk...mula2 makan oklaa...bila dah few suap, sup dah sejuk and rasa berminyak2 bibir and jari...not to mention pasal periuk yang susah giler nak basuh...siap rendam sabun pun still berminyak...itupun dah banyak lemak yang aku buang sebelum masak...my fren suggest to clean it with flour...must try next time...oh, i know about not to mix eating fish and meat...ikut sunnah Rasulullah s.a.w and to keep our digestion system smooth...so lunch time belasah asam pedas, dinner belasah sup...problem solved...yana meratah flower jer...nasik sesuap pastu taknak dah...mikhail nasi n kentang sesuap pastu dah...petang tu mikhail pass motion, haa amekkau byk jugaklaa dia makan lepas tuh...huhuhu...perut tak sedap agaknya dah simpan beberapa hari...

lauk lunch that day...simple jer

then nak zohor, barulaa aku mandi...sesambil mengerjakan bilik air...sampai sejam menyental segala dinding, cermin, baldi pun aku sental...haa...agaknya bila tengok aku penat, tambah aku diam jer, bila baring depan tv sebelah dia (sajer jer...hehehe) sambil nyusukan mikhail, tau2 ada kaki kepit kaki kita :P terus sejukkk jer hati...aku pun malaslaa nak merajuk lama2...orang dah sejuk, sudahlaa kan...lagipun rindu ok nak borak2...hehehe...eh, malu pulak *intai celah jari* eh dah panjang rupanya bercerita...takpe, kita habiskan entry deepavali day nih dulu...

petang tuh keluar gi hantar motor kat rumah opah...sebab rutinnyer pepagi hantar anak2, we drive ke rumah opah then amik motor and off to work...keta pulak park sana...rupanya ramai orang kat sana...my mak ada, my kazen from kuantan with her eight kids pun baru sampai...so lepaklaa lama sikit borak2...dah nak maghrib baru kitorang balik...my makcu pulak demam...demam urat kot kesian pulak nak mintak jaga d kids...biarlaa dia rehat...memandangkan cikgu already make plans with his frens to eat wild animals at sg. besar, so aku kenalaa amik emergency leave the next day...keje pun tak banyak mana kat ofis...

lepas cikgu balik, dia ulang makan lagi...pastu aku bancuh oats kasi potong lemak2 kolesterol yg dah balun sepanjang hari tuh...mine extra special with marshmallow :)

next day, kita kasi spring clean the other part of the house pulak...dari pagi bangun mop, vakum, laundry 2 round, i even punggah 3 box of toys ak audit...yang mana rosak kita buang...then asingkan girls' and boys' toys...coz dah alang2 cuti aku ajak dia datang rumah...and what else nak attract budak kalau bukan ngan toys kan :) only 30 minutes away baru diorang inform they are already on the way...kelam kabut masak nasi lebih coz that time pun dah pukul 1++...mestilaa nak serve lunch kan...panaskan asam pedas and sup, buat masak lemak kobis dan udang, goreng telur dadar...settle...tak lama pun diorang lepak coz diorang nak kejar waktu melawat paklong sebelah petang pulak...cikgu balik at 5pm...bawak balik pelanduk masak kicap which cost him RM30 semangkuk kecik and some landak masak lemak cili api...oklaa...im not a fan but bolehlaa makan...landak rasa macam daging tak empuk...cam liat2 sket and pelanduk surprisingly rasa macam burung/ayam kampung...with lots of small bones...kena hati2 makan...

ok, gambar nih takde kaitan tapi nak tunjuk my humble little garden...pergi nursery beli few pasu, tanah, anak pokok kari and kunyit and cili api seads...pokok pandan tuh my ofismate bagi...now takde alasan bahan takde yer...hehehe...yana everyday tanya bila nak berbunga (influenced dari kartun, siram jer tumbuh bunga...hmmm)

country decor design

Assalamualaikum :)

harini nak belanja cuci mata...sejak duk rumah sendiri, daiso, mr. DIY, kaison, ikea macam memanggil2 jer...lagi2 sejak aku join FB group deko rumah ku syurga ku...makin minat plak nak mendeko2 rumah...sana lagi gila...cantik2 rumah diorang...tapi diorang mostly suka english style...ada yang sweet sangat, ada yang sarat sangat...ada tuh mintak pandangan...bila kita cakap sarat, marah pulak...hmmm

aku tak brapa minat english style...my taste more to country tapi tak suka kayu2...macam dalam rancangan kat LI tuh; Summer Home...haa...suka sesuatu ruang tuh nampak warm and inviting...macam sedap bergolek2, cuddle, bersandar doing things we like macam baca buku ke, main board game ke, tengok tv ker...haa...paham tak? and hiasan pun tak suka sarat sangat and biar hiasan yang praktikal jer like vase, picture frame, candle or storage box yang cute2...currently deko rumah ikut bajetlaa...like this month beli ini, next month beli itu...kalau takde bajet, kita beli frame ke, hiasan comel2 kat daiso, kaison ke, beli artificial flower, tukar2 kedudukan...and im lucky that my husband nih handy...dia sukalaa mendrill sana sini...build itu ini...but of cos ikut mood rajin dialaa...hehehe

kadang tuh semua tempat dia nak pasang shelves...dengar dia start pasang drill, aku pun gelabahla tanya nak pasang apa? kat mana? hahaha deko queen control sangat tau...hehehe...our taste were never the same...at the end he always have to surrender to my choice sebab...ehem, sebab im the wifelaa...kemas mengemas kan keje ompompuan...kalau ikut taste dia, dia suka campur2...situ kayu, situ besi, situ kain, lebih kurang gitulaa...kaler pun biar campur2...sometimes my choice do have to consider his taste so yang terlalu feminin like floral pattern or pink/purple color memang aku elaklaa...mostly i will choose neutral or geometric pattern...kasi canlaa...tolak ansur kan resepi rumahtangga bahagia...ecewah...oklaa, dah tak tau nak bebel apa...gambar rumah sendiri taknak tunjuk dulu...orang kata belum siap so, tunggu sikit lagi...ordered a single seater and a storage bench...nanti bila dah sampai brg2 tuh and dah siap langsir, barulaa boleh tunjuk before and after...

jom tengok gambar2 ruang tamu yang aku suka...nak amik idea sikit2...

simple jer tapi macam serasi jer semua furniture dia...maybe coz they used the same color hue in the design...tengok sofa tuh pun dah rasa nak nap kat situ :P

yellow but not too bright...nampak ceria and fresh

my oh my...i think kalau floral gini maybe my husb would approve...tak sarat sangat, just nice

another soft yellow room...isyh...cantiknyerrr....

sempoi jer sidai kain rata2 tapi still nampak cantik

i bet my kids would enjoy this room decor...kerusi rotan tuh tak minat sangat...but bolehlaa

another combination fabric sofa and rattan furniture...calming blue

my most favourite...neutral with colorful accessories...makes the room look alive!!

sweet pastel

damainyer....

their big windows and lots of natural lights are the main factor the room look fantastic kan...

*all pic credit to Mr Google* 

cuti dan cuti lagiiii

Assalamualaikum...

tengok gambar tuh...olo3...time baik, baik sangatlaa bebudak nih...mikhail tuh suka peluk2 yana bila dia excited...yana plak suka sakat adik dia...kadang mikhail tuh ketap2 bibir tapi tangan peluk...macam geram sangatlaa konon...bila diorang tgh main, aku memang tak kuasa nak kemas rumah...kang kemas, sepah balik...mainlaa korang...kang dah habis main, sila kemas yer...(actually nak explains the mess back there :P) selalunya yanalaa yang jadi mangsa...mikhail memang jenis yang kalau nak main, dia akan lambak segala benda...baru dia main...puas agaknya...bila time kemas, kalau kita masukkan dalam kotak, dia ikut...lepas setel semua dalam kotak, dia lambak balik...adoiiilaa...kalau yana plak, kena pujuk2...selalunya dia yang pujuk kita balik tolong dia...pandai nak reverse-psycho kita yer...hehehe...

citer pasal anak2 memang tak habis..last wednesday at 2am suddenly yana demam...bagi dia pcm then siang repeat lagi...on friday dia still demam tapi malam jer...called her paed, he told me to monitor if she still have fever, we can bring her in to take a blood test...risau jugaklaa...then saturday morning cikgu bring her to the clinic...fever dah takde but rupanya tekak dia ada ulcer...byk lak tuh...dr ong gave her antibiotic...lega bila tau its not dengue or hfmd...just panas dalam...must make sure she drinks a lot of water...memula on the way back nak suruh cikgu tapau our lunch coz i need to do baked makaroni for farina's doa selamat that day after asar...(mengada sangat kan) lastly bila 2pm pun dia belum balik lagi, i said i masak jelaa...reheat my sambal tumis ikan bilis, goreng telur mata...lazat jugak...hahaha

my baked makaroni mendapat sambutan hangat, weeeweeettt...suka bila makanan kita masak habis...i used 1 and half paket of makaroni, 1 paket minced beef, dapat 3 loyang...habis semua...liciinn...i pun dapat makan sikit jer...my mak buat laksa and serawa durian...and ada a few cakes, fruits, biscuit, macam2laa...zana's husband buat shepherd's pie tapi diorang datang pun dah kul 6pm++ tak ramai family members yang datang coz they mistakenly thought after maghrib...mostly jiran2 and farina's friends...

on sunday, we send off farina at KLIA...yang itu kita citer later k...i'll be on 3 days leave starting tomorrow (Malaysia Day)...WOOOOHOOOO...yepp...this week cuma keje monday AND friday sahaja...sajer cuti tgh minggu lagipun mertua and ipar2 from melaka nak datang stay at our house..dah diorang plan datang tgh minggu, takkan kita nak keje plak kan...tak bestlaa plak...ikut moldlaa kata orang...takde plan nak kemana lagi...initially nak melawat nenek sedara kat desa pandann jer...itupun last minute kakak ipar and her children nak tag along...kalau tak, ibu ayah and along jer...tgklaa camna nanti...susah2 kita gi mandi pool kat bawah rumah jer...

perihal anak2

Assalamualaikum :)

after 2 weeks baru datang mood nak update blog...bkn busy pun kat ofis, menguap jer...business takdak...looking at this rate, ada kemungkinan bonus sebulan jer tahun nih...hmm...cemana nak holiday hohoho nih? rasa macam nak bawak jer gunung kain kat rumah tuh lipat kat ofis...dapat gak setel 1 keje kannn...ada skali tuh aku tgh pening sebab start amik collagen balik so maybe body pun detox kot...aku pun peluk tubuh, sandar kat kerusi n pejam...adalaa dalam 5 minit pejam kot...tetiba dengar knocking on the table...kuat plak tuh...bukak mata baik jer director panggil masuk meeting...dia tak cakap apa...tak marah pun tapi malulaaa...bangun terkejut gitu terus migrain...sambil meeting duk picit2 kepala...hmmm

jom harini kita borak2 pasal anak2...ariana dah 4 years 7 months old and mikhail almost 26 months...macam2 perangai nowadays...ariana still being funny and witty currently suka borak...bercaaaakap je kejenyer...kadang x konsentrate nak tengok tv sebab dia asyik tanya jer...kenapa dia sedih mummy? dia cakap apa mummy? kenapa dia ketawa tgk orang tuh? orang tuh nak apa mummy? tu sapa mummy? and the question goes on and on...and she tak kisah kita nak bukak citer apa pun...bukan kartun pun dia layan jer...kalau keluar OST tuh dia pun nak nyanyi sama...i think she's bored...yelaa, adik tak pandai cakap lagi...kat rumah mama dia pun takde kawan lain...semalam tengok kusinero cinta dia tanya mummy, kenapa nama dia playdoh? adoiyaii...its fredo sayang...FREDO not playdoh...dia kata kelakar...hahaha

currently we are looking out for her kindergarten for next year...ikutkan nak hantar ke my old kindy which is st. ronan at titiwangsa...sana best, ada playground...ada time buat outdoor activity, ada pool...every month during pool time ada activity like brushing teeth, shampoo hair, wash small hanky...best!!! but we are not ready to put her in school bus since nobody can send/pick her up...she's still small...my makcu willing to hantar amik but yang dekat2 dengan rumah dia bolehlaa...banyak jugak choices but of cos kena survey...we want her to enjoy school and at the same time belajar academic and islamic like solat and all..dapat yang ajar mengaji skali is a bonus...tapayah nak appoint teacher datang rumah kan...

daripada banyak2 tadika tuh ada yang the environment tak brape ceria..mandom jer kelas...students duduk bersila bercampur kelas 4,5,6 years old with transit and nursery children under their care...some, tak provide makan pulak coz dia kata pernah ada kes food poisoning...erkk...even its one time but still...some, have unnecessary rules...5 years old kena pakai kasut sekolah all white...how are they going to differentiate their shoes from others? ada jugak yang kena beli kasut every week nih...or maybe every day...some, luarnyer jer dah tak selera...with all the rusty playground...bahaya ok...some, teacher cakap ngan kita pun dah strict...they wont assist the children to the toilet...ariana already diaperless and potty train but of cos she still need help to clean herself properly kan...siap cakap sapa nangis2, kena balik...sini bukan tempat manja2...oh no...but i already paid the registration fee for that one coz they have kelas mengaji in the morning, the classes are clean and bright and the kids pakai selipar sudah...hehehe...hopefully that one teacher wont be teaching ariana...takkan semua teacher dia gitu kot kan...or maybe i'll just let her wear diaper for few hours...

and last week we survey another kindy with rm6k++ fee a year!! terbeliak telinga dengar...macam fee budak college...kelas kat office lot jer kot...not that they have playground, swimming pool ke apa...i dont think ada outdoor activity...and we found another one that look just like st.ronan from the outside...we could see a small pool...about knee high, ada tempat main pasir, clean playground...cuma that time takde orang so we cudn't get to talk to the teacher about the classes...nanti kena call and confirm...if ok, i dont mind paying another registration fee...haa...banyak songeh mummy kamu nih ariana...the best for your development and the best for our pocket too...hehehe

mikhail pulak kalau nak ikut macam kakak dia, by next year dah boleh enroll dia masuk playgroup genius aulad every saturday for 3 years old...but dia macam baby2 lagi...manja nak berpangku...and kalau dah berpangku confirm nak bergayut...kadang dia macam tak mendengar arahan...panggil2 pun dia pandang n buat hal dia balik...i dont know if he understand what teacher said or take instruction to even sit still..hmmm...but now nampak yang dia pun mula talkative..in his own language of cos...yelaa, role model dia kan yana...hahaha...bila kita tanya dia, dia jawab tapi kita tak fahamlaa...now apa yang yana buat dia nak ikut so kena selalu pesan yana to behave or else mikhail will follow her suit...if we wanna hear mikhail sebut anything we wud ask yana to say it, confirm dia ikut...and barulaa dapat dengar dia panggil mummy...heee

haritu yana meloncat2 pastu jatuh terduduk...yana said "sakitnya kaki yana" and suddenly mikhail come from nowhere terus duduk sebelah yana and chant "nananana..." hahaha cute sangat (excuse me, anak sendiri haruslaa nampak cute jer di mata) tapi bila datang garang dia, dia suka guna fist...siap ketap2 bibir tumbuk yana...kat kepala lak tuh...yang yana tadah jer pastu nangis...dah bape kali ajar suh lari, dia boleh tunggu adik dia datang serang...and if he didnt get what he wants, siap baring kat lantai...sebbaikla perangai tuh cuma buat kat rumah jer...sebab kalau going out, dia kena strap kat stroller or kitorang dukung...kadang bergelut gak sebab dia nak turun...kalau biar dia jalan sendiri, berdesup lari tak toleh2 dah...and people are wondering how i manage to lose weight...itulaa my exercise machine sebenarnya...no diet, no exercise just bf malam/weekend and handling him...nampak jer dia kurus tuh...tenaga banyak!!!

dari segi makan ariana Alhamdulillah dah nampak berselera makan...kalau ada geng lagi banyak dia makan...and kalau dia tak selera pun still boleh pujuk makan sesuap dua...but mikhail...walaupun amik supplement yang sama macam yana, tak jalan...susah sangat makan...kena prepare macam2 benda untuk dia munch...kejap biskut...2-3 gigit dah xnak...kek pulak...pastu bosan, roti pulak, macaroni ke, mee ke, spageti ke...kalau nak prepare food kena prepare very small portion otherwise buang jer...so, akulaa yang kena makan kenyang2 pastu supply thru my milk...untung kan...hehehe

ngeri mummy tengok gigi kamu yana...eksaited bebenor dapat baju sofia

seronok ikut aunty tin pegi shopping

macam ni pun bolehhhh...janji dapattt

budak yang pantang mummy duduk, nak berpangku sesajer

gambar lama masa yana 3yo and mikhail almost 1yo...she's still cheeky like that bila amik gambar :)